I am back from a much needed vacation from my blog to deliver a collective reading as promised. Now do not fear this message by the dramatic title, it is very important so get out your journaling notebook! Currently, we are in Scorpio season meaning that the energy is transformational. Scorpio is a sign that is very familiar with the dark night of the soul— a period of self-reflection and substantial change. The sun in Scorpio paired with Mars and Mercury both in the sign of Scorpio advocates for the removal of any false people, places, or things in the foundation of our new beginnings.

My advice is to welcome in these changes with a compassionate heart and focus on the present moment. Deep thinking can lead to old issues and/or habits resurfacing so take your time making cuts these next few weeks. Go at your own pace. Only you can live your life, don’t let others take that away from you.

Let’s get into the collective reading! I pulled the cards live on TikTok (11/09/21)!

*remember to take what resonates and be aware of how the message presents itself to you!*

I asked the question “what does my collective need to know at this time,” the message that immediately came to me was that there's a buildup of emotions among my collective. I believe that you’re waiting for your manifestations to come in sort of impatiently. Spirit says to be patient, there is a heavy emotion waiting to be released and it has to do with feeling left out. This is a taking a lot of y'alls energy. You are continuing to feel disappointed with your progress since you have ascended. It may feel like you're not where you supposed to be or where you thought you would be at this time.

You need to let it go bebe.

You are moving way more efficiently than everyone else that you are wanting to be in the same space as. The truth is they haven't done the work that you have.

You're comparing your life to someone else’s rather than congratulating them and keeeping in mind you will be there soon. Its time to start releasing the negative thoughts right when they present themselves to you. These people are not even on your path, okay. You are minimizing your own power when you do this so stay focused!!!

This is explained with the tears card, you may need to cry this all out. I’ll include some journal prompts for releasing at the end of this reading.

You need to show yourself compassion and acknowledge all of the trials and tribulations you have been through and survived. You may be discrediting yourself and causing much more stress than you need at this time.

You were on that path where you were hiding your true self from everyone, because maybe you were told that it wasn't worthy of being seen—- your true personality or your true self.

Alike my November video from TikTok. There is a calling for you to be patient. A lot of you might know what you want but not know how to get there. That's the issue. Spirit has been with you.

You're not listening to the steps because you're wanting things to happen very quickly. Which is something that could happen but your spirit team wants you to trust your intuition. There is very high possibility of things just coming into fruition for you… rapidly like, overnight even but you need to be patient with yourself and your progress. Accept what is right now, your present moment because you are not appreciating it even though you manifested a new beginning.

You are withholding your own creation abilities. You're holding in your own life force energy, instead of using it to your advantage to get where you want to be. You can get yourself where you want to be. There is a feeling of loss here. But you really haven't lost anything that is supposed to be in your life at this time.

You didn't lose anything that would take away from you gaining this new possibility— this new start —this beginning that is emotionally fulfilling. Also possibly finances increasing here as well and you're showing up as the magician here so it's like you were supplied with all these tools.

Though, you are not in the present. So you are feeling stuck, but you have the energy to get out of this. Maybe you are also worried about money or some money that you spent and you think that you have spent it immaturely?

But ultimately it was supposed to happen that way. So that's your confirmation if you're stressing out about that.

Now, you're wanting to move past this feeling of loss and feeling of not having enough or even not being

enough for others. I feel like you've shared enough of your energy to help others and now you are exhausted. Spirit recognizes that. This is your time to rest and better manage your energy. You are not falling behind.

There's a message here 111. It's like you're starting something new just because you feel stagnant but you aren’t doing it for the right reasons. You may fear ending up in the same place again.

Your spirit team says you're in not seeing the full picture and not being appreciative.

So they’re going to make some changes here. So that you can see what you've created for yourself and how you can create for your own self but it's gonna be kind of annoying like plans being canceled or not going your way. It’s divine intervention so don’t get too worked up about it! It may be a test.

I get that you may not want to make any more mistakes but you are capable of rebuilding yourself up after anything. It’s clear that you understand this is a new beginning. You can't let your past take over the present. There's a lot of resentment of let go of. One thing I do want to mention is once you do let go, is when your manifestations will present themselves to you and it will be your choice.

So at this time, this may sound harsh, but you are the only person that can delay your manifestations at this time. And for some of you this is a big accomplishment actually because there was a lot of people who kept you down in the past and now you are the only person to blame. Some of you do not want this responsibility… it sounds a little harsh but I want to say it's gonna take for you to love yourself, no matter what mistakes you make. Know that you will get past whatever it is, you've overcome so much that it's to the point where you're afraid to make a move because you know now it is your responsibility. You are your own responsibility. And that might have been something karmic that you had to learn. You are the only one in your own way people from your past really didn't have an effect on you like you thought. They really weren't keeping you down, it was an illusion that you had to get over. It may have taken years to actually acknowledge that but spirit is saying that your efforts have been recognized. You will be compensated by the universe for helping others see who they are and know who they are.

You are that powerful.

I know that you are tired, but you still keep going. You continue to give the benefit of the doubt. There's a message here acknowledging the sadness inside of you, about the tears. There's a need for you to bring your inner child into the present moment.

Maybe you've done a lot of inner child work, but there is some stagnancy. It's that part of you and I think it has to do with going up like I said, the unwanted responsibility of taking care of yourself right? Maybe others made you feel like this was something hard to do. But now it's time to reclaim your energy reclaim who you are reclaim your power we claim or other people. And it seems here that your surroundings when you were a child are not very pretty. You did not have a positive outlook on life.

But you dreamt of one. It's an ongoing fantasy and you treat it as if it’s not something that can be tangible, when in reality its about changing your perspective. What you can do is shadow work, do your cleansing, and silence those negative thoughts. Emotions and intrusive thoughts are only visitors, they are not the truth.

You will get what you are manifesting, but if you need a little push I'm here to say you have what it takes. I can see it here in the cards.

You have what it takes!

It's literally what you do. That's what you're here to teach others and learn.

Know when to protect your energy, sometimes its best to lead by example rather than wasting energy on people who do not want guidance. This collective has very, very gifted energy which serves karma to others without knowing because you are a symbol of love.

People may think you do not experience the same *spiritually* lost emotions but you do understand. You just understand them at a higher level. You understand them from a place of love so you're able to transmit this energy. So be aware of people trying to challenge you or making you do the work for them.

I think that's all for this spread. Keep pushing loves! Proud of this collective.

Journal Prompts:

Write three things you are grateful for. (must refer to the present moment)

In what ways have you made efforts to overcome being avoidant or codependent this year?

Write yourself a letter of encouragement. (take out a picture of your younger self and write as if you are talking to the child in the picture)

Describe one thing you’ve done this year that you had previously manifested, how did it make you feel?